Dear friend and fellow traveler,
It is winter wonderland outside. Minnesota winter has arrived with freezing temperatures and snow, lots of it. The ice crystals on the windowpane are glimmering in the wan winter sun. The garden has frozen into still life. Nature has gone into its long-awaited winter sleep.
Trees have emptied themselves and now stand tall and bare. Do they not mind? Did they simply let go once their season was done?
I am never quite sure how to feel about winter when it arrives. In our hemisphere, winter accompanies Advent — a season of waiting for new life to come.
Thus “wintering” is also an invitation.
Of letting go of the old season and of getting some rest.
Of leaving what is undone, undone
and of turning inside.Wintering is an invitation into solitude.
Of retreating and deepening
and gathering our energy for the longer days to come.
Don’t we all long for days inside, where a warm place is all we need and treasure?
A retreat, where the noise of the world is covered under the frozen leaves of the last season?
A sanctuary, where life’s rhythm follows only the swift rising and setting of the shy sun through the frozen window pane?
In last week’s blessing I wrote about finding beauty in the broken pieces, a quiet contemplation of the present moment, through the eyes of a child.
This week I want to offer you two things, may be even three. A song, a poem, and a humble St. Nicholas gift at the end.
Sanctuary
The great Carrie Newcomer wrote this beautiful song in 2016 for all who feel heartbroken. I often have taken refuge in her words and music since then.
Will you be my my refuge
my haven in the storm
will you keep the embers warm
when my fire is all but gone?
Will you remember,
and bring me sprigs of rosmary
be my sanctuary
until I can carry on?
I hope the Cloister, this community of fellow pilgrims, can be such a sanctuary for us. A place where there is always someone who can keep the embers warm when someone’s fire is all but gone.
A sanctuary where our words and our stumbling can hold each other until we can carry on. And a journey where we can experience and participate in the peace of the indwelling Divine we so wish for this world.
Here is the second gift for you today, my humble winter solitude blessing:
Winter Solitude
in your wintering
peace
in your waking
peace
in your walking
peace
in your worrying
peace
in your longing
peace
in your waiting
peace
in your stillness
peace
in your enfolding
peace
in your wintering
peace.
AF
May peace abound in you indeed.
Oh, and before you go here is the third thing:
Dec 6 was St Nikolaus day in Germany. It is when we celebrate the good deeds of Bishop Saint Nikolaus by sneaking sweet treats into each other’s shoes overnight. And since I buried this Nikolaus gift so deep in our last Cloister Note, here it is again:
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I look forward to journeying with you through this sacred time,
Almut
P.S. If you can, leave us a comment with a word or line that moved your heart today. Thank you.
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Amen - from a pilgrim who has experienced many different geographical, personal and a great variety of other kinds of “seasons.” Grateful for having been introduced to the liturgical season of Advent, unknown to me for most of my life … which transcends the geological and meets me at the heart of every universal-to-personal situation in the reality of God’s grand, grand universe. Thank you for your beautiful meditations.🙏
Thank you for the beautiful song.
No snow here in England - yet. But the winter is looming with a deep feeling of heavyness due to life's circumstances. It feel that Spring is a very long way away.
Very best wishes for the rest of Advent and Christmas to you and your family. Looking forward to your '12 days'